As you all now know, I didn't get back into Ryerson, so I thought that I would continue my dance education by going to George Brown, so I auditioned for that. I got accepted (not into the program that I wanted, but they said they were going to change me once I started in September), and at first, I was willing to take the acceptance. Then, things started to sink in and I really started thinking about a few things relating to going to school for dance.
1) I will only be at George Brown for a maximum 2 years, and really, how much am I going to improve? Not to mention that after being taught by Nadia for a year, anyone else is a step down. She pulled out of me, things I never imagined I was capable of...
2) Ok, so I will graduate in 1, 2 years...with either a certificate or diploma in dance. Then what? I really started thinking about my money situation after finding a place downtown, and realized that realistically, I need to secure myself with a job that is going to make me more money and something that is more consistent
So...I after realizing that I could still take classes at Ryerson (as a dance major...stupid eh?) then I realized that I would take as many courses relating to what I'd like to get into...PSYCHOLOGY. I've always been interested in it...but couldn't get past my dancing to realize that I could do a lot more, while continuing to dance. I've will always be a dancer, and I can continue to dance--but more as a hobby (and SOME little jobs) while going to school for something that will make me happy in the end.
The main concern I have about starting over again is that its going to take me AT LEAST another 4 years in university to graduate...possibly 5 (depending on how smoothly things go...which right now, they arent lol). So I will end up being between 24 and 25...and really, that isn't THAT old...whenever I look at people who have their careers established at 25, I always am like "wow you are soo young"...but when I think of myself at that age...its scary. Everyone keeps telling me not to plan things out, so I am starting to realize to just let things roll...it will sort itself out...right?
So yea, aside from that dramatic change in my choice of schooling...I AM MOVING ON SEPTEMBER 1ST! I am so excited. My place is right by the lake, and super cute. Right now I am just gathering as much stuff as possible to add to the decoration of my place. I can't wait to get back there!
Anyway...that is all for now...for another month or so until things start to change again haha!
Bye for now!


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By the way
By your side I'll stay
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Here I'm standing up
Cause I want to fall in love with you
--Blue October
My bad.
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My love is vengeance thats never free.
Everyone's writing now adays lol
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My love is vengeance thats never free.
The only reason I said what I said was because it was so.... how would I put this... 'All of a sudden' that like 5 people i knew just appered on Deviant art... well rather I finally became aware of their presence in the DA community.
Its all good. Sorry if I offended you, I didn't mean to.
I will give your stuff a good read as well.
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My love is vengeance thats never free.
Consider yourself...WATCHED!
Stephanie
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